Don`t know exactly what I am doing but I am doing something which is a begining. I know I will understand what I am doing at some point but now it just happens and I let it. It has to do with fairy tale,with a quest and maybe even rituals (which I believe my work is anyway always connected to). I have no plan, just ideas and I am reading a bunch of books about fairy tales. I just make what I want to make not what I think I should be doing , which is make a good concept and follow it. I think it will be ok if I just trust my intuition. It always is.